Something by Raquel And so it came to be this isolation that I am I can...– http://www.netpoets.com/poems/depress/0472001.htm
Genuine love is rarely an emotional space where needs are instantly gratified....– bell hooks (via queerfatfemme)
Through all the darkness and sadness I kept you in my heart Always thinking of you Wondering if you were thinking of me Hoping that you were… And… You thought of me which makes it seem so much less dark inside me
I Want To Die
theidiotmanifesto: On days like today, When everything seems Ever so white in its void, And angels would impale Their hearts upon devil tears. As the emotion of a million Is shattered and burned, Turned to comet’s dust And swallowed by the dirty. Love no longer tastes beautiful When scars remind us of What it was to touch yesterday.
myinkstainedheart: My skin is not pale my blood is crimson, but if you would take a blade and cut through my chest you’d see, my blood is crimson, my heart is pallid, sickly. And here I lacerate my pen, like I would lacerate my vein open, because I need ample convincing, I’m not as dead as I think, I still feel something.
waitin4forever: It hides inside her, enslaved to the bars of a cage, wants to be free, won’t break the chains. Convincing herself she prefers the dark, when could fly away faster than an avalanche. Incentive desire for things she’s never done, but dreads nothing more than to travel the unknown. She knows she has to change her ways, no need to be afraid of a penultimate fate. Full of life and...
My dearest Juliet I have been but a humble slave to your beauty, From the first moment our eyes met. You were my shining light, In my dark days. My love for you has consumed me, Where all that is left is you. Our love could never be, Always obstructed from blossoming. It was poisoned, It is ruined. It is clear that we cannot ever freely be together. Alas I cannot live in a world where you...
mysearchforwisdom: Passive passion, Activated, with a look, That look, that baited hook, Takes, every word from a poets book, Mashes all the passion into one dreamy eyed glance. That thousand hour stare, Peering through blades of hair, Giving my heart into your care, If not but moments flouting int he air. A blink and a flash, And the glance is lost behind, Turned lash, ...
The day that your heart stopped beating A hole was ripped into my soul that left me raw and aching At the exact moment you left this Earth I was unaware of your departure I was foolishly preoccupied with childish conquests It breaks me that I was so oblivious to your departing Unimaginable that I was so detached from this fact The truth… It has haunted me ever since that fateful...
Things I never said
I never said I loved you enough I never told you that you where my hero, my comfort, my support I was your biggest fan, your little girl How I looked up at you in wonder You always made me feel special and important There was nothing you couldn’t do and nothing you couldn’t fix or make I never told you how wonderful you were or how special you were to me I never told you how lucky I was to have...
intrinsicself: I am ravaged and consumed, By this unquenchable, Thirst for you. Parched and cracked, Scarred and brittle, I await your rain. With my arms outstretched, Turning circles, headward sky, I catch as many drops as I can. Soak through my skin, Because inside me, Isnt close enough.
All beauty must die.: Friends and Darkness. →
mister-selfdestruct: Surrounded by people that laugh and smile and hold hands as they look into each other’s eyes the way lovers should embracing each other as though it was the last time they would feel this good I’m a shadow of them I have eyes that wander and hands that are empty just like my smile I…
Take my hand let me lead you toward the light... →
poeticallyundead: Take my hand let me lead you toward the light because you cannot see yourself through the clouds in your mind my dearest, I love you infinitely more than you love yourself because you doubt and question every positive remark whispered your way but I promise you this every breath to pass…
I push it all down Keep it locked up inside Its screaming on the inside, begging to be let loose It hurts to keep it in The chaotic disorder of it all scares me It makes me anxious If I let it out I’m not sure what will be brought to the surface So much suffering and hurt lays hidden away Silently eating away at my conscious and sanity
Didn’t need you to rescue me Didn’t need you to promise me a tomorrow or a happy ever after Didn’t need you judging me or my reasoning… or the lack thereof. I needed you to be there for me, really be there for me I needed to know that you would be my anchor I needed to know that I could have your heart in good time, no matter how selfish that seemed. That would have made all the difference...
All beauty must die.: Masks. →
mister-selfdestruct: I know how afraid you are of opening your mouth because you’re scared of the secrets you keep that should you unclench your gritted teeth that holds your tongue you’ll spill truth right at my feet I’ll examine, expose investigate, compose pulling my way into you via your intestines I will…
I close my eyes and you’re staring right at me Your eyes pierce my flesh and touch my soul You see right through me, you see the real me Your voice echoes in my head filling me with pure bliss Your presence is electric and I find myself struggling to breathe Every thought I have is consumed by you
The most important thing in all human relationships is conversation, but people...– Paulo Coelho (via slekes)
Depth of perception.
mister-selfdestruct: I bleed on you, for that I must apologise, I forget these words mean more when viewed from your eyes you see crimson, I see blue and my page is actually chest I write with pen but you see blade carve your name as I’m obsessed.
poeticallyundead: I’ll lie with you until you find comfort in my skin against yours until your insecurities disappear with the space between our bodies just feel my fingertips wander across the landscapes of your flesh just a caress to set your mind at ease to please your better senses touch of our skin taste of our lips in this place nothing...
Somewhere between sunrise and sunset I came undone I was left standing with my heart in my hands… bleeding Somewhere along the way I lost myself I gave too much, maybe I gave it all You can lay the blame at my feet I will accept the consequences for my selfish deeds The only one left to blame and resent is myself You can walk away unaffected, knowing your conscience is clear But I will still...
All beauty must die.: Geographical headspace. →
mister-selfdestruct: You and I exist in a world without words there’s no need to write letters because you’re in my arms I talk to you in my sleep and you respond in yours but in each, separate dream we’re still one. There’s nothing in your ears but the sweet I leave and time is hard to measure when I’m travelling…
poeticallyundead: I despise the person I’ve become unable to face myself in mirror eye to eye with this stranger this weak little child seeking shelter from the ongoing storm believing she’s alone when she has all the love anyone could ask for and she’s selfish deep down she’s selfish and one day everyone will know the truth not just me that’s when she’ll...
Beautiful sunflower At first glimpse, You stand tall in magnificent splendour Basking in the sunlight Gently spreading your petals to catch all the glorious sunlight Fixated on the sun always following it obediently As the sun sets you become withdrawn and wilted Petals hanging despondently with your face turned down and hiding away from the world Losing sight of the sun has taken away your...
intrinsicself: How I wish I could: Gaze at those eyes, Grasp the stubbly areas of your jaw with my hands, Talk without speaking, in a language only we know; one our bodies do not. I can already see, Love being emitted by your eyes, and I cannot hold forth the love from mine. These windows to our souls, spilling radiance over our sills, casting us in an aura all alone, but together,...
Goodbye (for now).
mister-selfdestruct: Someday, somehow I’ll be with you, but not for now when it’s time, love will be ours someday, somehow You’ll be mine, and I’ll be yours we’ll be the ones, to build the walls and all our pictures, will line the halls you’ll be mine, and I’ll be yours Not today, but with some time with a kiss, I say goodbye don’t you cry, those tears will die not today, but with some time...
I should have run when I had the chance Given myself a way out If I run now you run with me I cannot escape your hold over me now You have become an inseparable part of me and I am irrevocably obsessed with you You’ve possessed my heart and I cannot see you ever letting me go free
I want you to know one thing. You know how this is: if I look at the...– Pablo Neruda
And when I shall die, take him and cut him up in little stars, and he will make...– William Shakespeare’s Romeo and Juliet
Love and all its beauty
One of the single most beautiful things I have ever read, has been the poem by Elizabeth Barrett Browning “How do I love thee?”. It has remained one of my most beloved poems of all times (well during my 24 almost 25 years of existence) and its beautiful words is truly amazing and inspiring. To but find a person that can inspire such feelings of unconditional love… “How...
You have to take the good with the bad, smile with the sad, love what you got...
Everything has its beauty but not everyone sees it.– Confucius